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If God has called you out of darkness into His marvellous light don't be ashamed of the experience.
Expect to suffer for the testimony. Jesus suffered at the hands of those He came to help and it should be no surprise to His followers to find themselves treated the same.
Into all the world is where Christ commands His disciples to carry their testimony of Jesus Christ, so none should be surprised to find himself living, working and witnessing in a rather godless corner.
John was banished to the prison island of Patmos for the testimony, but look what good came from it.
Let your light shine just where you are and in time you'll be glad you did.